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Tuesday, June 9, 2009

9 June 2009
It's been a long time since I last posted...

I feel so relax when it comes to holidays... I'm pretty sure everyone would... And after reading my personality test, I know I'm a contradicting person who wants to play but feels guilty afterward... And I must say that's right and true to the very last letter... Come to think of it, I feel quite accomplished actually as I've managed to complete a few of my homework in just the first week... I guess it's because I do not want to feel guilty when I turn on my gaming mood later on...

Talking about gaming... Just want to congratulate myself on leveling twice so far in a week and is currently level 57 fire poison mage in maple story... And I wish all those who still play maple a happy time to level during the 2x exp periods throughout the holidays... Check it out if you are actually unaware about this...

Back at home, I feel somewhat lonely again... No one to talk to (chatting online is not one of the options), no one to tease, no one to be lame with, and all sorts of weird stuff... At least back in the primary school days you actually get to go to school and meet your friends... Okay i know it's a holiday but hey! we were so much closer then... Not like now in secondary school... I still feel a little distant from my classmates and friends... I guess I just cannot adapt that well...

A call from my friend however, chased away those worries when she asked me if I was free to go for a little gathering which consists of many of my primary school classmates... Thinking about makes me rather excited since it would have been a long time since I last met some of them... Even though we communicated through various means, I think actually seeing them in real person means a totally different thing to me...

I do not know why but it's just that every time after I read a book, I start to write in a totally different kind of style and tone... Evidence would be comparing this post and the previous ones... Somehow, reading a book influences my style of writing, so I guess if I want to write a good composition I need to read a good book... And talking about books, there is so much more to read on my list and I just do not have the time to read them all by this holiday... Do not tell me that I can just bring it back to Singapore to read because that is actually not really possible with all that distraction in my room...

Alright, I'm going to end here... To you guys who are reading this : Too much information can choke your brain...